I'm sitting here late in to the night nursing the sweetest baby boy and recapping the days events. My birthday has officially come and gone again, already past midnight I'm thinking how quickly time passes. And it makes me snuggle Radley a little closer. I want to soak it all up, memorize everything about this moment. His sweet breath, his little grunts and squeals, and his soft baby cheeks that are getting chubbier by the day. Already he is ten days old, it just goes so fast. I told my husband the other day that in two years we will have a teenager, wasn't it just yesterday that Prestin was in my arms and now he is almost up to my chin. I wish I could make time stop, or to at least slow down.
I bought this book a few weeks ago, and I am probably one of the last people to have read it. But that's okay it has come into my life at the perfect time. She writes like a poet, a modern day C.S. Lewis if you will, and the words seem to come so effortlessly for her. She talks about slowing down and seeing all the Lord has to offer, all the gifts He bestows on us daily. And in those moments of seeing His grace having thanksgiving in our hearts. She started acknowledging all these gifts by writing each and every gift, no matter how small, into a journal. And that is what I have started to do as well. I can't stop time, but I can at least savor in the moments and reflect back as I read over them and truly see how much the Lord does bless us with on a daily basis. How much He loves us and wants so much for us, if only we would take the time to slow down and pay attention.
I don't want to miss a thing! I don't want my life to be a blur, I don't want to get so wrapped up in the piles of dishes and mountains of laundry that I miss out on the little lives that are right in front of me now. So this is where I'm starting, to be more thankful and more joy filled. I'm excited to have my eyes wide opened!
And just because I wouldn't want to disappoint you all:) Here is Radley dressed in his Sunday best for his first time to church.
Also be forewarned that I am going to be that annoying mama who shows off her baby whenever I get the chance:) Goodnight!